feather in the cap!

that defines the state award that i bagged for the best female dubbing artist of the year 2007 for the movie mirugam.. well, then this post must clasp my experience with this dub and my emotion about scoring it.. if that is what is your expectation is, it is for sure going to land you in disappointment.. but trying my best to relate to this post leaves me with a little words..

the movie.. i have already worked with director sami and so it was easier to catch up with the rhythm.. abundant scope to reveal my talents.. hope i have made best use of it.. and about the award.. it was not a all of a sudden surprise nor was i driven into cloud nine.. was actually asked for the list of the movies that i have rendered my voice in the year 2007 and 2008.. and so i knew that i would surely get through.. though i had a number of powerful ones lined up from my own record, my firm hope was the movie poo.. as every field has its own dispute,the domestic affair was not a shock for me.. glad! that was the only feel that i had when i knew it was announced. and for a movie that took loads of my effort made me feel it a little more.. nothing more or less than that.. but the post effect of it made me understand a lots more..

the calls, the messages, the wishes.. most from people who are not even in the contact list of my mobile.. ones who have really lost being in touch.. some wholehearted.. a lot fake.. i am actually blessed with this power of making out the difference and to keep off them.. and so that stood as an example for the taste of success can gain you people around.. that was great and a must lesson.. the next is the identity it has shelled me with.. i am not a kind who wants to stamp my mark where ever i go or show off my existence in the field.. i maintain a low profile.. always.. so am still in the process of gelling with my new image.. nevertheless, i not going to take it to my head!

the attempt to recognize its result with my mental and private being has also let me identify my pathetic life span wider.. though i have never planned my life or even wished for a sort of, i am sure that this is not what i lack or need.. i could not picture it perfect.. but all i could make out is this is not it.. still, as I've learned that this plot is not just my play ground but also for the people around me, i am compelled to accept without any options left.. being a part of happiness, for the happy beings around me, is the only happiness that this being could have.. happily ever after..!